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Average Jane. /
10.16.2006
Average.

There's nothing wrong in being one. But I hate it when I become too average. Especially when I know I've got what it takes to become more than that. :|

We got most of our exams scores today and I can't accept most of it. I passed everything. But it feels weird, because I used to do so much better than this. What I got was again, too average. I know I could've done better. I know that if I exerted more effort than necessary then I could have had the grade that I was aiming for.

I used to be one of the people who are at the top. I wasn't at the top but still, I was there. I'm getting worried. I don't want to feel and look like an idiot.

I know where I went wrong. I just don't learn my lesson. I am so stubborn. I know I lack concentration. I know I've lost most of my focus. I know that I can do more.

My parents still doesn't know my grades. I have no idea on what they will say. To be honest, I want them to be mad at me [not that mad]. So that I have enough drive to push myself to the limit. I'm not going to believe them if they act all okay with my grades. I know that they expect more. And I know I can do better.

This just sucks. I have this monster inside of me, eating me alive. And it's named Guilt. Hi, Guilt, make yourself comfortable.

I will do better this quarter. There are fewer distractions now. [Veronica Mars only airs re-runs now, so my Wednesday nights can be spent studying.] There is now way I will just stand idly and watch people pass me by as they climb to the top. No freaking way.

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Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
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