I'll run him over with my karma. -VM

Gaya-gaya. /

6.28.2007

Gaya-gaya kay Tammy. Gusto kong pagusapan ang teachers. :> *Evil laugh* HAHAHA!

Ms. Math / Adviser:
* Superrrrr baet. :)) To the point na feel ko nakakaguilty kapag napagalitan ka niya. :)) Kasi 'di nagagalit. Ilang beses na kami napagsabihan ni Gette. Kayo talaga ni Ms. Camarse, pinaghiwalay na ng kayo... Pasensyaaa.
* HARRY POTTER. :)) Hahahaha! Saya ka-chika sa Rose. ;D Favorite daw niya yung HP4. Noooo. :)) HP5. SOLID. :))
* Miss ko nga lang si Sr. Nalayog sa Math. May something si Sir na wala si Ms. ABA. Ang dumi ng isip ng iba. XD Anyways! Ayun. Miss ko na mag-algebra si Sr. Yung tipong dere-deretso. Mehn!

Ms. AP:
* GALING. Una, takot ako sa kanya. XDD Kasi naman eh. Pero super galing magturo. And super nakakatawa ang period niya. :> Lalo na kapag may game. Brutal si Ms. And I like it. :)) Ayaw ko yung magtutulukan tapos walang masasaktan. Kailangan may masasaktan. at Hindi ko naman sinabing hindi pwede mag-cheer. Pwede mag-cheer pero wala nga lang sound.

Ms. Music / Arts:
* ABA. May future siya para maging snake charmer! Galing naman niya. Crush ng bayan, pare. Ahuh.
* Kamukha ng isang demonyita daw. XDD MEHEEN. :)) Tsaka meron pa siyang isang kamukha. :))
* Masyadong mahilig sa mga projects. With the toothpaste boxes. 8-| Walalalang. Nabuo rin ang TEAM UNITY first edition dahil sa Music / Arts. Meeeehn. Miss ko na yon. Di na siya nagbibigay ng mga points sa recitation. Tsss.
* Ang saya, 7 strings ba ang Kudyapi? Dahil don nagf-flashback kami ni Charel sa upuan. Hahaha! MS. APILADO, FOREVER! Heto na naman, ang masasayang panahon... XDD

Ms. Pinoy:
* Aba'y talagang ayaw niya sa amin ni Gette. Mahina naman yung boses namin pinagalitan pa kami dati. ETO PA. Di na nga kami naguusap pinagalitan pa rin kami. Hindi rin niya hobby and magparinig at magpahiya.
* Kasing galing niya magbihis si Ms. Vicente. APRUB.
* Galing niya, super. Bawal magbuklat ng libro. Ni isang kwento na ipinapabasa niya wala pa akong binabasa. :)

Ms. English the first:
* Magaling naman. Super formal. Mahilig sa striped na pants. Ayaw na ayaw na mawalan ng chalk kundi: :O
* We fully understood the MissionandtheVissioneh. :>
* Puro activities sa book. 8-|
* Yun pala, magr-resign. Grrrrrr. Sayang talaga.

Ms. English the second:
* A privilege, ika nga ni Sr. Lipayon. ;D
* Kasing energetic niya si Ms. Bio. :)
* Loves the Banaba Tree very much. :)

Ms. CLE:
* Linked kay Aivy. :)) Pasensya, talagang natatawa ako. XD
* Favorite ako. :D Galing naman, diba. Todo smile tayo. It's vicar.
* Nag-John Robert Powers yata. :))

Mr. Chemistry:
* *speechless* Naks, sipsip. :)) Supah galing magturo. And nagpapatawa. XD Galing, diba.
* May essence ni Mr. Pausing. Napagusapan din namin yun ni Charel. Grabeeee.
* Loooooves giving HWs. Galing diba.

Mrs. TLE:
* In fairness, nung kinontra ko yung sinabi niya, di niya ako masyadong binara. :)) Galing naman diba.
* 'Marketing gimmick' or whatever daw yung mga flavored condoms. :))
* Napagalitan na kami. :) Ayan. Basic courtesy kasi! Deeeeym. XD

Mrs. Computer:
* Knocked-up. Again. A congratulations is in order. :))
* Huwag na raw kami magpakilala since kilala na raw niya kami. Galing naman, diba.
* Kapag may problema ako, I shall make a flowchart. Baka mamaya di ako makalabas ng room. Take one step... XDD

Mrs. Health / PE:
* Nalaman namin ni Gette sa kanya na kami na pala ang isa sa mga topic sa faulty. Naks. Sikat. :))
* Na-discover si Liveby. XD
* Tuwang tuwa kay Gette kapag hihirit. :)) Ebak-ing ba? :))

--

Thursdays suck.

Especially this Thursday.

Walang homework sa Chem. Napagalitan ni Dad kagabi. Walang homework sa Music. Walang dala sa Arts. Walang missionary sa CLE. Walang sentences about the Banaba tree sa English.

Aba'y sobrang sipag ko ah. ;D Galeng. :>

Ang maganda lang sa Thursday, last night ng Boys' Night Out at Grey's Anatomy.

Oo na, nagpapaka-Grey's na naman ako. 8-| Puhlease. Masama ba.

O, baka mag-strike ka na niyan.

Kay. Anyways. Malapit na mag-Grey's Anatomy. OMG, super excited na ako. Kasi talagang feel na feel ko na yung GA eh. Magpapakwento nga ako kay Tammy dearest kapag napanood na niya ng buo. O diba. I'm Meredith kasi. Talagang ambition ko na yon.

8-|

Foul na ba? XDD

Labels: Angst, Studies, Thoughts

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
8:28:00 PM

Teachers. /

6.19.2007

Ayaw ko ng maging teacher.

Actually, nung dati lang ako nangarap maging isang teacher. Kaya lang nawala na yung dream ko na yun. Ewan ko kung bakit.

Ngayon, alam ko na. :))

Mahirap maging teacher kasi napupuna ka ng mga estudyante mo, head to toe. Tsaka baka ma-karma na naman ako at magkaroon ako ng estudyante na katulad ko. :| Deeeeym.

Sa susunod, paghihiwalayin ko na kayo.

Tatlong teachers na ang nagsabi niyan sa amin ng seatmate ko na si Gette. Super ingay daw namin. :| Hindi naman ah! =))

Una, si Ms. G. Eh nung napagsabihan niya kami, Math naman yung pinaguusapan namin. :|

Tapos, nung second time. Grrrrr. Epal talaga. Ewan ko, pero medyo mahina naman mga boses namin nun. Tas biglang: Psst. Sa susunod, paghihiwalayin ko na kayo. Deym naman, diba! Tsssssss.

Tapos, nung Health din, si Ms. Urbano. :)) Pero okay lang nun kasi maingay talaga kame.

Actually, maingay nga kami. Lahat kasi napupuna namin. [Lalo na sa teachers. :)]

Tapos, medyo natuwa pa si Gette sa Pepe Game. [Galing sa Boys Night Out ng Magic 89.9.] :)) Daaaamn.

Ayon.

ANYWAYS!

May gagong epal na nagbubura ng mga nakasulat sa profile ko. Hahahaha. Epal yun ah, walang buhay. Sarap patayiiin. :)) :|

Labels: Angst, Studies, Yoo-Eych

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
6:45:00 PM

Dear Diary. :)) /

6.10.2007

Ang corny nung title. :))

HANYWAYS! Kwento mode muna. Tinatamad akong gawing formal. :))

Orientation - 060407:
* Epal, ang aga ng pasukan. :| Goretti section ko. Third floor pa rin.
* Kaklase sina Gette, Xai, Liveby, Jonne, Nicx, Mariel, Thea, Mama, Lex, and Fides.
* Pagpasok sa gate nandun kaagad sina Rio. Tapos sabi ko, Pasok na tayo, ang init eh. Biglang sabi ni Rio: WEHHHHHH. =)) Trip lag i-kwento.
* Nag-classroom hopping muna. :)) Todo pasok sa ibang classroom. :|
* Di pa pumapasok si Jenny. :))
* New teacher! Ms. Galit. Math teacher din siya. Sooooo. Yun.
* Ang epal nung question sa game nung ako yung volunteer. What is her section last year? Hahahahaha. Sana yung mahirap. =))
* Half day. Sooooo. Napilit nila akong mag-sine. Akala ko madaming sasama yun pala 4 lang kami. :)) Nandun din sina Clar and Chai kaya lang di nakanood ng sine.
* May ka-loveteam daw ako sa jeep. :| HAHAHAHA.
* Todo tour guide mode sina Aivy, Tammy and Naida.
* ANG TAGAL NG ORDER KO SA GREENWICH. :|
* Nood ng Shrek 3. =)) FAVORITE KO YUNG SA Frog King. =)) Pucha, laughtrip talaga. Tsaka yung nagpatugtog si Merlin ng background music. =)) HAHAHAHA!
* And epal nung nasa likod namin. GRRRRR. Sarap buhusan ng Coke. Pero wala kaming Coke. =))
* Mcdo bago umuwi. Rootbeer yung nabigay kay Tammy. Hahaha.
* UMUULAN. Malas. :| Sabay kami ni Aivy umuwi. Todo reklamo pa ako sa ulan.
* Tumatawag si Mom nung nasa jeep na ako. DUNDUNDUN. :)) Di kasi akong nagpaalam.
* Nasa bahay na si Dad nung paguwi ko! Hahaha. Pero di naman ako pinagalitan. =))

Rest of the Schooldays. [Not chronologically arranged.]
* Sobrang dami ng new teachers. :|
* Ah, may mga snakes talagang pang-music. Malalakas kasi yung mga pandinig nila eh. - PWEDE BA. :|
* I'm just being honest to myself. - ~~Ako honest din ako sa sarili ko pero di ako nagpupunas ng pawis ko at nagaayos ng bra sa harap ng klase.~~ OPS. =))
* Half days din nung Tuesdays and Wednesdays.
* Nag-assembly na para ma-meet si Sis. Cata. :)
* BADTRIP NUNG THURSDAY. Sobra. =)) Sabay tawa daw o. Ehhh. Basta. Bastusan kase no. =))
* MAY SUMUSUNOD NG TINGIN SAKIN NUNG THURSDAY DEN. =))
* Pumunta daw si Siapoc nung Friday. Di ko nakita. :)) Miss ko na si Sis. :(
* Na-hotspot na ako ng isang teacher. :))
* Nasira yung pamaypay ko. Hahahaha.
* Ideal Man sa TLE. Abaaaaa.

Yun na nga lang. Tamad na ako. :))

Labels: Diary, Laughs, Studies

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
3:06:00 PM

What happened. /

2.02.2007

012306: Clob day. Wala si Ms. Barozzo. Naglaro kami ng Berde Berder Kandela. :P

012406: Happy sa Yeye-ii.Nanonood kami ng cheering ng GS Sportsfest. Hi Tammy. :>

012506: 17th ng Yoo-Eych. Interview kay Mrs. Dizon sa English. ;)

012606: Naglakwatsa kami nina Siapoc and Clar. :> Nagkakita kami nina Nikki, Patis, Chaz, Yoly and Anj [with Reg and Nikki Erasmo] sa harap ng National. :)) Todo yakapan and picture. ;)) Hee.

012906: Half day pala. Hindi ko alam. :| Hahaha. Kuhanan ng card. Halos lahat bumaba. Gumala parin. :)) Haha. Clar + Siapoc and Mama. :> Pinagalitan sa bahay. As usual. 8-|

013006: Picture taking. :> Gandaaaa. :) In-interview ng dalawang beses sa daan. Isa sa harap ng Seattle's and isa sa loob ng National. :)) Hahaha.

013106: Birthday ni Cheska. Todo dramahan pa. :))

Ayun lang. Eto grades ko:

Filipino: From 90 to 89.
English: From 86 to 84.
Biology: From 82 to 81. YAY! Haha. Natuwa pa talaga. Pero akala ko talaga magl-line of 7 ako this quarter. YAY!
Math: From 96 to 92. Bwiset to. Anlaki ng binaba. :|
Makabayan: From 86 to 88. OHA. :>
* CLE - 85 to 88. Perfect kasi sa Exam. :>
* AP - 84 to 84.
* TLE - From 86 to 90. :> Aba.
* MAPEH - 90 parin. :)

Tapos eto pa.

Puts into Practice Her Knowledge of Christian Values: From G to VG. OHA! :> Banal. :))

pero yung

Observance o School Rules: From VG to S. :)) :))

Labels: Diary, Studies

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
9:03:00 PM

Procastinator. /

1.19.2007

I'm a getting a bit lazy in updating this. :| :| Blame it on schoolwork! I've made it as my resolution to really focus on school this time. As in the late nights spent on studying, reading the book to be ready for the lectures and doing my homeworks and/or projects enthusistically.

I've tried to do that but to no avail. The fact still remains that I am such lazy person. :| Just this Tuesday instead of going straight home and doing my homeworks like the good student I was I invited Clar and Sarah to go to Gateway and wherever else our feet might take us. Tamad na nga, bad influence pa. :| :))

Oh, and I also got reprimanded by my English teacher. Reginne, it seems that this 4th Quarter you're getting lazy ha...

So sue me. :|

But really. I'll try my darnest to be a good student this quarter. O:) Less talking, more studying. I think I'm improving a bit. I think. I just hope my teachers see the effort I'm exerting.

---

The High School Dance is rumored [?] to be scheduled this 27th. And I still don't have a partner. Hmm. Any takers? :))

Card Distribution will be on the 29th. I have a feeling that my Biology grade won't be improving soon with my line-of-seven grade in the exam this quarter. Really, a 79? can't she be more forgiving? :| I'm still keeping my fingers crossed though. :P

Labels: Diary, Studies

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
6:36:00 PM

Card Distribution. Again. /

11.25.2006

Binigay na yung mga cards sa amin nung Thursday. Hindi na pinapunta yung mga parents and binigay na lang yung mga cards sa amin ng diretso. Kapag may bagsak ka, hindi mo makukuha.

I got my card. ;) Yey! Eto yung mga grades ko.

Filipino: From 87 to 90.
- Yey! Buti na lang tumaas ako sa Filipino ngayon. :> Majority naman tumaas eh. Madali kasi siguro Florante at Laura. ;)

English: 86 to 86.
- Okay lang. Walang pinagbago. Kung nag-submit siguro ako ng journal s mas mataas pa. :\ Tsk.

Biology: 82 to 82.
- Okay lang din. Pero kung nag-submit ako ng ibang projects sana mas mataas. Hindi kasi ako nag-submit ng iba. :\ Halata bang tamad?

Math: 97 to 96.
- Medyo tanggap ko to. Kasi nahirapan talaga ako nung second quarter sa Math. Eeek. Pero okay lang. At least line of 9 pa rin. ;)

Makabayan: 87 to 86

--* CLE: 88 to 85.
- Hindi to to tanggap. Nako. Pinepersonal talaga ng teacher na to ang grades. Ang corny niya ha, whatever. Kung sa attitude siya may prbolema babaan niya yung sa personality huwag sa grades mismo. Eeek.

--* AP: 82 to 84.
- Yehey! Medyo tumaas ako! Ang weird. Gusto ko magturo yung substitute namin dati pero mas gusto ko yung pagbigay ng grades ng dati naming teacher. Sa teacher namin kasi ngayon basta nagre-recite ka mataas na eh. ;)

--* TLE: 91 to 86.
- Leche. Five-point drop. Tama ba naman yun? Ang daya talaga! Halos lahat kami bumaba. :\ Siguro dahil sa boku salab to. :) Haha. May isa kasing group sa amin ang spelling niya ng 'buko salad' BOKU SALAB. Na-high blood na naman yung teacher namin. :)

--* MAPEH: 89 to 90.
- Yey! :)

Average: From 87.8 to 88. Point two difference. Feeling ko nag-improve ako, pero hindi ko akalain na ganun lang kaliit. :)

Rank: Still seventh. Pero wala na akong kahati. ;) Dati kasi may ka-tie ako sa 7. Ngayon 8 na siya. Oh well. At least solo ko na ngayon. ;)

Oh! And naging Very Good ako sa 'Respects Others and Shows Concern for their Well Being' sa card! Haha. Dati kasi Good lang ako dun. :)

---

Consequences dahil 'mababa raw ako sa card.'
- Bawal na Internet.
- Bawal na manood ng DVD. [Grey's Anatomy.]
- Bawal ang lakwatsa.
- Bawal humingi.

Err. Yung iba pwede pang pakiusapan.

---

Recollection namin nung Friday. Lotsa kwento later.

Labels: Studies

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
6:19:00 PM

Average Jane. /

10.16.2006

Average.

There's nothing wrong in being one. But I hate it when I become too average. Especially when I know I've got what it takes to become more than that. :|

We got most of our exams scores today and I can't accept most of it. I passed everything. But it feels weird, because I used to do so much better than this. What I got was again, too average. I know I could've done better. I know that if I exerted more effort than necessary then I could have had the grade that I was aiming for.

I used to be one of the people who are at the top. I wasn't at the top but still, I was there. I'm getting worried. I don't want to feel and look like an idiot.

I know where I went wrong. I just don't learn my lesson. I am so stubborn. I know I lack concentration. I know I've lost most of my focus. I know that I can do more.

My parents still doesn't know my grades. I have no idea on what they will say. To be honest, I want them to be mad at me [not that mad]. So that I have enough drive to push myself to the limit. I'm not going to believe them if they act all okay with my grades. I know that they expect more. And I know I can do better.

This just sucks. I have this monster inside of me, eating me alive. And it's named Guilt. Hi, Guilt, make yourself comfortable.

I will do better this quarter. There are fewer distractions now. [Veronica Mars only airs re-runs now, so my Wednesday nights can be spent studying.] There is now way I will just stand idly and watch people pass me by as they climb to the top. No freaking way.

Labels: Studies

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
9:35:00 PM

EXAMS. --- Parasites. /

10.12.2006

Two down, one to go.

Thank God I'm still alive after taking my exams. Hindi pa tapos actually. Pero nakaraos rin sa AP, Math, and Bio.

We will have our Health, English, and CLE exams tomorrow. Hah. Kailangan pa ba mag-aral dun? [Okay, mayabang na, oo na.]

This is a short post. I have to study. Bago kayo mag-side comment, kahit gaano ako katamad, ayaw ko paring bumagsak. :))

---

I hate parasites.

I might be one myself, but I know my limits. I know when to stop relying on people. I hate it when some people don't want to work or think for themselves because they know there are other people who are willing [though begrudgingly,] to do it for them.

Okay lang sana kung meron ka ring ginagawa na kapalit, para at least fair. Alam kong 'it's better it give than to receive,' pero ang hirap kapag ikaw yung parating nagbibigay. Maging praktikal nga tayo, siyempre, ayaw natin mawalan diba?

You have hands. You have a brain which I hope works from time to time. Try to use it sometimes. It might work.

Labels: Angst, Studies

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
2:02:00 PM

Card Distribution. /

9.10.2006

Today, is Card Distribution Day.

It was not really bothering me. I know I did what I can. But not necesarrily my best. Whatever. But deep inside, I'm still nervous about my grades. Grr.

I didn't accompany my Mom to school since I'm lazy. Haha. Baaaad. And I didn't feel like going.

Here are the comments my adviser told my mother:

Playful.
--Anong playful? Si Sir talaga mga comments hindi ko mawari. :)

Madaldal.
-- Inamin naman ni Mom na madaldal ako eh. Sa ilang taon kong pag-aaral halos every quarter every year yan ang naririnig niya. So parang wala sa kanya. :)

Maasahan naman daw kasi officer ako.
-- So parang napilitan lang siya na magsabi ng positive. Maaasahan naman. Wuhaw. Well, sasabihin niya yun nasa akin ang record book eh. :))

Pagkita ko ng grades ko, isa lang ang word to describe it: Mediocre. Okay lang siya. Not great. Not not great. Okay lang. Hindi ako sanay ng ganito. Nung bata ako nakukuha pang magyabang ng tatay ko sa matataas yung grades ko sa kabilang bahay. :) Oo na, yabang ko, pero totoo! Tsss. Ano ba nangyayari sakin? Helooow?

Okay tama na daldal. Here are my grades.

Filipino - 87
English - 86
Biology - 82
Math - 97
Makabayan - 87
-- CLE - 88
-- AP - 82
-- TLE - 91
-- MAPEH - 87

Labels: Studies

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
2:51:00 PM

walk away. ;) /

4.08.2006

okaaayy. eto na ung score ko sa card.

filipino: 92.
social: 88
pehm: 91
--> pe: 84
--> health: 84
--> music: 97
csl: 91
english: 88
science: 87
math: 97
the: 86
--> the proper: 86
--> computer: 86
rhgp: 99

ayan. haii nako. ewan ko kung maaasar ako or matutuwa. ahhhh. basta. so yan. kaya nde kaagad ako naka-net today kase tinatapos ko pa ung record keeping chuva ni mommy. un. *sharing.* basta. aayusen ko pa site ko. =)) amboring dito super. :|

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Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
11:13:00 AM