Peace and Chaos. /
Please forgive me, I feel like blogging. :)
10.29.2007
Is there such a thing as things being too perfect?
Like, for example, your life is fine and dandy. You don't have problems. Everything is fine with your family and friends. Your lovelife is non-existent. (And you don't have a problem with that.)
Everything is just, right.
And you have grown so accustomed to having problems and worrying about them and complaining and whining and blogging about them and solving them, that, when things FINALLY settle down. It seems so new to you.
Did you ever wish for chaos rather than deafening silence?
I am. I'm wishing for it right now.
I think, this is called paranoia. I feel like I'm going to have a problem any second.
But I don't have one. I'm warped. Gusto ko ng problema. HELLO? Yun and problema ko. :| XD
I think I do have some problems. A lot, but all of them are in the rearview mirror. It's those teensy-weensy problems that you think is nothing but when they join forces the weight equals to a HUGE problem. Those are the problems that you ignore, thinking that they wil soon fade away or you'll soon forget.
I never forget.
I miss everyone. And the way it used to be. I can feel it. Everything's going to change. And I don't think I will like it, but I'll try to get over it.
But still, I'm happy. :) I'm contented with everything right now. I just have this nagging feeling that I have to get off my chest or else I'll explode!
Labels: Thoughts
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9:07:00 PM
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
9:07:00 PM
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