Black Moths. /
We ordered pizza yesterday for merienda. Nagulat ako. We don't order delivery unless we're really lazy to cook for ourselves. Or if we have lotsa money. :)) And the last time I checked, my parents haven't gotten their paychecks yet. So yes, I was very surprised.
10.22.2006
Ang sarap ng pizza. :P Haha. When I asked what was the occassion they all looked at me as if to say: duh.
And then I realized: It was my late grandfather's birthday.
I never met my grandfather. He died when Mom was still a kid. He died in his sleep. Bangungot. [Okay, tinagalog ko lang. :|] My mom slept beside him that night. My grandmother told me the my mom didn't even realize he was dead. She took a bath, and turned off the air-conditoner, and went to wake him up.
But he never did. And I never got to see him.
My grandmother believes that in my grandather's afterlife, he's a black moth/butterfly. Dati, inaway ko yung lola ko, may sumunod sa aking itim na butterfly. Ayaw akong layuan. Sinundan ako kahit saan. When it already disappeared, my grandmother told me that it was her husband. Nag-freak out ako kasi nagalit yata si Papa nun.
Kaya pala may itim na moth akong nakita sa pinto ng kwarto ng parents ko nung Thursday. Natatakot yung mga kapatid ko kasi baka lumipad daw. Pinaalis ni Mama. Nung lumipad bigla na lang nawala.
Hindi na ako natatakot. O:-) I love you Papa. :)
Labels: Experiences, Family
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Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
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