Flings. /
5.08.2007
Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.Flings. They make you fleetingly happy. They make you forget about the real world and all your problems, even for just a a small amount of time.
--The Notebook
It's an understanding. Tayo na ngayon, pero kapag tapos na 'tong araw/buwan na 'to, di na tayo.
That's it. No catch. No strings attached.
The number one rule is: Never fall in love. Never ask for more than what he lays out in front of you. Ask questions, but if he doesn't want to answer, let it be.
Never expect the happy ending you dreamed about when you were the sweet, naive, little girl. Don't expect the moonlight walks on the beach, the sweetest kisses on the cheek, the hand holding, the works.
Don't expect that you rank high in his priority list. You will ALWAYS be second-best to somebody.
Never expect too much.
So what else COULD you do?
You ENJOY.
You enjoy what he gives you. You enjoy the laughter. The conversations [if there is one.]. That warm, fuzzy feeling you get when you see him again. The heaven you experience 'cause he seem to care. The kisses. The hot and intense make-out sessions. The feeling of contentment right after that. The feeling that finally everything is right in the world.
Even if that feeling lasts only for a second.
Yes, I know the rules. The do's and dont's. But there are some things that still are hard to figure out.
What if you realize that you want more than this summer love? What should you do?
You do what I can't do.
You run.
Fling n. 1. a short period of unrestrained pursuit of one's wishes or desires.
Labels: Heartaches
Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
3:39:00 PM
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
3:39:00 PM
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