I'll run him over with my karma. -VM

Curiousity killed the cat. /

7.31.2006

It all started last last week.

Okay, I'm lying. I really don't know when it had started. All I know that it was on Monday and it was our PE time. Our teacher was absent, so we had the whole period to do whatever we like.

Our group decided to play tag. Pagkatapos, patintero. And then we grew tired, so we tried to play another kind of game. We never really made up our mind so we just decided to share ghost stories.

But really, I wasn't scared, compared to my classmates. I was still brave enough to go to the washroom on my own. To watch television downstairs on my own. In my fifteen[!] years of living and seven years of being a student I have already heard countless ghost stories and have gotten over it eventually. I even had my sweet revenge when it was my friends' time to be scared with the ghost stories I know.

But everything changed one Filipino time.

I even blogged about that day. Our teacher was narrating a story, which led to sharing of love stories. When the sharing ended, we asked our teacher to tell us some ghost stories. I know, sobrang layo ng subject. :))

I don't want to tell you the story, since I'm all alone here, and I'm starting to get scared. Maybe someday I'd tell you. But not now.

After that day, it was like Ghost Story Frenzy. My classmates from other sections were also sharing their own stories that other teachers have told them.

There were stories about a small child following a teacher, the auditorium, the conference room, the washroom at the 2nd floor, the washroom at the 1st floor, the old library, EVERYWHERE.

I was feeling like wherever I go, there are ghosts. In the washroom, especially, since that is the common setting for a ghost story. :)

It was too much. This weekend I had a hard time sleeping. I had to cover my mirror [which can be seen when I lie down] to get some sleep. It was crazy! Like I'm back in Grade Four where I'm scared to sit at a certain part of the bench because it has a 'curse'.

Oh yeah, have I mentioned that some of my classmates are really not helping? We were practicing at the audi and they kept saying that someone's looking through the conference room. :|

Really. It's too much. Tama na. And you know what the weird thing is? I still want to hear a ghost sotry whenever someone has a new one.

I never really learn my lesson. God, I'm so stubborn. Like they say, curiosity killed the cat. And now, it's torturing me.

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Aba. At last, isang matinong post. Todo career ako dito. I even used spellcheck sa Word. :) Har.

Labels: Experiences

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
8:34:00 PM

Gah. Inspiration does not come easily. /

7.30.2006

It won't stop raining. It's so damn cold right now.

Ang OA no? Pero siguro dahil may aircon. Yea. AIRCON. I don't know what my Dad is thinking in using the aircon with weather like this.

I really don't know what to write. I'm so bored out of my mind, I'm actually typing in English. Ok, what's the connection?

I feel like I have to do a lot of things but really, I've done everything I have to do. I've edited my friendster [which includes my group accounts and class accounts], the music here in my blog and in my [ANSWERBLOG.], and my club project.

I've visited every kind of website that suits my interest. I've done my blog rounds. But here I am, typing away my boredness.

A lot of people are wishing for suspension of classes. But all I want to do is go to school. :|

God, I don't know what to write. :| I'm having writer's block. Blogger's block?

Maybe it's the fact that not a lot of people comment anymore. God, that's just depressing. Maybe I should have Update Strike. :)) I wouldn't update my blog until somebody comments. =))

Okay, I am not that desperate. Really, you don't have to do that. :)) I'm going to turn into someone I hate if I do that. :))

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Great, now that I already know what to write, I'm too lazy. I have to get up on my ass and do my chores. Har. I'm such a good daughter. :))

NOTE TO SELF: Squeezing out thoughts is not the best way to come up with a good post.

Labels: Diary

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
5:29:00 PM

Birthday Song. /

7.21.2006

Isang kanta. :)

To the tune of 'Para Sa'yo'. [ng Parokya Ni Edgar! Di Manny Pacquiao.]

May birthday sa kada namin
Wag kayong makikikain
Kung sabagay nga naman
Si Reginne di nanglilibre samin

Pero ano nga ba naman
Kami'y magkakaibigan
At walang ganunan

Chorus:
Dahil birthday mo
Aming ginawa to
Di para kay aircon
Di kay mr. barozzo

Dahil birthday mo
Pinaghirapan to, talagang kinareer
Dahil nga, birthday mo!

Walalang. na-cutean lang ako. :) Haha.

--

FRIDAY:

AP. Nagkaroon kame ng mini quiz bee.

Tas kame ung isa sa mga lowest two teams. [Unbelievable. :| :))] Tapos, ung makukuha ng matatalo, 16/30. Andaya nga eh kase bagsak un. :| Kung hindi racing ung game nanalo sana kame. Hmpf. :| :))

So kame ung natalo. :| Tas nagalet ung representative namen so sinabe nia: Sir, parang ganun na rin un! Tapos sabe nung isang girl sa kabilang team na pa-joke: Uyy, wag mo awayin si Sir! Tapos nagdabog sha and then she cried. We were all surprised pati din si Sir kase it was the first time we saw her breakdown tapos di pa bagay sa kanya kase she's a tall person. Basta.

Ewan ko, no offense, pero feel ko ang OA. Siguro kase hindi niya ma-accept na ganun ung score namen kase matalino sha and she has a reputation to protect. Pero bakit naman kame diba? :| Kameng mga ka-grupo nia matatalino rin but we didn't cry. Ang OA lang talaga. Call me mean pero it's a game. :|

Anyways, sa fun part naman. :) Nung Filipino time, nagku-kuwentuhan kame about dun sa Alamat ng Marinduque. Eh nasa topic kame ng love. <3 Yiieee. Tas pinakwento namen ung 'love story' ng teacher namen. So un, nagk-kwento na sha tas kame todo hiyaw sa ibang parts. :) Ang sayaaa!

Tapos, may part dun na nanahimek kame. Siguro napaisip lang kame. Anyways, siguro nanibago ung teacher namen dun, so sinabe nia: May dumaang anghel-- with matching look at the kisame and pointing. Tas parang yung reaction namen: ANO RAW?! :)) Tas may dinagdag pang punchline: Walang salawal.

Tapos, nauwi na sa mga ghost stories. >:) Har. Basta todo takutan pa kame and then may nalaman pa kame tungkol dun sa room namen nung first year kame. :)

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Veronica Mars

It's been a long time since I blogged about VM. :| Anyways, angganda nung ep nung birthday ko. ;;) Haha. Un ung episode na magb-break na sina Veronica and Duncan [HURRAH!] and k-kidnappin nia ung anak nia. Basta, You can watch it again bukas 5:00pm @ ETC.

Kahit na ayaw ko si Duncan, I felt sad when he left. Yun lang talaga ung episode na na-feel ko na mahal talaga ni Veronica si Duncan. Kase sa mga ibang episodes parang nagp-pretend lang sha para makalimutan si Logan. Basta, na-sad talaga ako.

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Link Edits.

Ok. Since madame ng gumagawa, and gusto ko rin to gawin since summer palang, gagawin ko na. I will edit my blogroll. As in NOW. Kase mashadong mahaba and some of the blogs hindi ko naman din napupuntahan. And some don't even visit me, so--un.

Ire-retain ko lang ung mga dailies ko, ung mga nac-comment saken, and ung mga friends ko. Ayun lang. So kung gusto mo ma-link ulet, comment ka! Haha. Kase onti na lang ung nagc-comment. :| Kahit ung mga madamdamin kong posts onti lang. :| Kahit nga nung birthday ko isa lang nag-comment eh. :(( =)) Alam ko namang busy ung iba at hindi makapag-online but still, I feel bad. Ewan ko. Labo ko talaga. :|

Labels: Addictions, Diary, Rotact, Vanity

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
10:22:00 PM

Happy birthday to me. :) /

7.19.2006

It is official. I am FIFTEEN years old as of July 19, 2006. Pareho kami ni Monica. ;) Naging classmate ko siya nung grade two and she has never been my classmate after that. EXCEPT NOW. Walalang. Trip lang i-share. :)

Pagdating ko sa school, ayun, nagkantahan sila. :) Nung papunta akong rose. Haha. Tas ayun na. May mga nagbigay ng letter. Tas jokejoke. Bonding moments. :))

Tapos. may nagsulat sa board, 'happy birthday kay monica and REGINE'. With ONE n. nau-understand ko naman kase baka di pa nila alam na ung 'reginne' ko eh spelled with TWO n's. Pero nung grade school talaga, mga kaibigan ko for a long time minsan nami-misspell paren. :))

Anyways, ayun. Buong araw ung mga hindi ko ka-close na tao binabati ako. Yehes naman. Thank you!

--

Ayy. May tanong ako. Importante to so mag-comment kayo tungkol dito. Kumukulo kase dugo ko eh. :|

Kase sa CLE lesson namen, may tanong na ganito sa quiz:

Who baptized Jesus Christ?

Answer diba dapat St. John the Baptist?

Ngayon, may pinagkaiba ba ang St. John the Baptist sa John the Baptist as in without the 'St.'? Sabi kase ng teacher ko dapat walang 'St.' kase nde pa naman daw saint si John the Baptist nung bininyagan nia si Jesus. Ano sa tingin niyo? Kase parang tama naman eh. Dapat sinabi sa question un diba? Grr talaga. Hindi kase cn-onsider eh. :|

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Kase, nandun kase kame sa table ng Mini Stop. Tapos katabi naman ung stand ng newspaper. Tapos, natabig ko ung bote ng tubig tas nabas ung isang part ng dyaryo. Pero MALAKI. =)) Nagtawanan na lang nga kame eh. :)) Pero hindi kame nasabihan. :>

Dapat nga may libreng ice cream sundae ako sa Mini Stop eh. Kase dati nung birthday ni Jamie last year binigyan siya ng LIBRE. :| :)) Eh andameng tao eh so mahahalata. Suki na kase kame eh. :>

Ayun lang. Happy birthday to me. :)

Labels: Diary, Vanity

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
6:04:00 PM

DH pics. /

7.15.2006

Pics ng DH. Pinagsamang Disney at Yoo-eych.

Ung first three pixx si mang roger kumuha and ung isa sa digicam ni aivy. May iba pang pixx kaya lang it's either di pa napapa-scan or di pa nau-upload. :|

Mga kasapi: Aira, Cla, Jay-anne, Honeylette, Tammy, Fides, Rio, Reginne[ako!], Karle, Liveby, Jamie, Mariz, Xai, Cheska, Gette, Nicole, Sarah, Lexli, Chai, Mariel, Ghian, Thea Jenny, Naida and Aivy.

Ayon. Trip lang i-share. :))

Labels: Rotact, Yoo-Eych

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
4:18:00 PM

Classes are suspended in all levels. /

7.12.2006

Suspended ang classes ngayon. Naka-tatlong kameng subjects and then tumunog na ung pa. tas sigawan na kame! hahaha. nag-World Topps sina Liveby, Karle and Jamie pero maaga na akong umuwe kase wala akong pera.

Put your music player on shuffle.
Press forward for each question.
Use the title as the answer to each question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING

How are you feeling today? Sway - Bic Runga

Say you'll stay
Dont come and go like you do
Sway my way
Yeah I need to know, all about you

Hmm. Siguro kase inaantok ako. Haha. Siguro dahil sa mga recent events takot na akong maiwan. diba? diba? ok ok. aion.

Will you get married? 241 - Rivermaya

I wanted to turn you on
My favorite song
Wanted to be near you but
Somebody owns you now
I'll try to live somehow
Somebody owns you now

:| ok ok. fiiinnne. sa present tense ko lang yata to mac-connect eh. :| wahhh! self-explanatory naman ung song eh. :|

What was high school like? We Used To Be Friends - The Dandy Warhols

A long time ago, we used to be friends
But I haven't thought of you lately at all
If ever again, a greeting I send to you,
Short and sweet to the soul is all I intend.

swak na swak! wooo! kase may mga ibang taong naging friends mo sila tas biglang magkakaroon kayo ng pagf-fall out. ung akala mo perfect ung friendship nio and then something unexpected happens and then, una na. the end.

How can you get ahead in life? Come Clean - Hilary Duff

Let the rain fall down
And wake my dreams
Let it wash away
My sanity
Cause I wanna feel the thunder
I wanna scream
Let the rain fall down
I'm coming clean, I'm coming clean

ewan ko. :| di ko ma-connect. siguro dapat i must admit my mistakes. before i can correct them. because we cannot go back in time to undo everything.

What is in store for this weekend? Dance Dance - Fall Out Boy

Dance, dance
We're falling apart to half time
Dance, dance
And these are the lives you'd love to lead
Dance, this is the way they'd love
If they knew how misery loved me

wooo! magsi-sine kase kame eh! ibig sabihen masaya! ohyea! nde ko alam kung pirates ung papanoorin namen or what. basta masaya. im sure. :>

To describe your grandparents? So Sick - Ne-Yo

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?

so in love ako sa lolo't lola ko? :| joke. pero walalang. saya shang music pang senti ha. dame ko naman ding kaseng good and bad memories sa lolo't lola ko. ;)

What song will they play at your funeral? All You Wanted - Michelle Branch

If you want to
I can save you
I can take you away from here
So lonely inside
So busy out there
And all you wanted
was somebody who cares

siguro kase i like helping people. i care about my friends and family very much and will do [almost] anything for them. :P

What should you do with your life? Walk On By - Dionne Warwick

If you see me walking down the street
And I start to cry each time we meet
Walk on by, walk on by
I just can't get over losing you
And so if I seem broken and blue
Walk on by, walk on by

kinanta to sa finals ng american idol. :> *sharing* anyways. siguro kahit masakit, kelangan na talaga nating mag-move on. diba nga, the things that dont kill us make us stronger. :>

Will you ever have children? Beep - Pussycat Dolls

I don't give a
Keep looking at my
Cause it don't mean a thing if you're looking at my
I'ma do my thing while you're playing with your
Ha, ha-ha, ha-ha, ha-ha

hahaha! ibig sabihin nun oo pero dapat it would be with the person that will really love me for me and not just sa physical. o dba dba?

Labels: UFO's

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
1:53:00 PM

Barkada Issues. /

7.07.2006

pass the message isyu: sinabe kase ni ganito kay ganito ung tungkol sa ganun tas sinabi ni ganito kay ganyan tas sinabi ni ganyan kay ganun.

LESSON: secrets are just that, secrets. oo nga, halos lahat, gusto ang tsismis pero try to think about the consequences once you spill.

also, not all the time swak kayo ng kaibigan nio. you have to accept the fact na minsan maaasar din sila sayo and ikaw din sa kanila. and maganda kung may effort from both sides na magkaayusan. mahirap kase kapag ung isa nanghahabol tas ung isa naman nagppahabol. when you work things out, things will just be fine.

watch you mouth. kapag galit na galit tayo minsan ung mga words na sinsabe natin harsher than the ones we intend to. tas minsan mahirap ng i-take back kase na-hurt na ung tao.

--*

bestfriend pa ba kita isyu: dati super close kayo kase magkaklase tas ngayon na naghiwalay na kayo ng klase feel mo may iba na shang 'bestfriend' at pinalitan ka na nia. tas in the end nagkakapaan lang pala kayo kung paano mag-usap ulet.

LESSON: ang kaibigan, nde pinapalitan. nde sha kotse or material thing na pwedeng palitan for a higher model or a better one. if you do 'upgrade' your friends every now and then, then you dont deserve to be called one!

--*

plastik isyu: kapag kaharap mo, feeling mo, ok lang kayo't walang problema pero kapag nakatalikod sha, tsaka sha tumitira.

LESSON: sana naman kung may sama ng loob/galet kayo sa kaibigan nio wag kayong mag-act as if everythings fine. nde naman sa magmukmok kayo sa isang tabi pero wag ung sobrang happy na exxag. to the point na magugulat na lang ung kaibigan mo na asar pala ikaw sa kanya. nde naman kase nia maiisep na baguhen or mag-sorry kase nde mo naman pinapakita na may prob.

--*

pangalan ng barkada isyu: nakakaasar ung mga taong f na f na member sila ng isang barkada tas pinagsisigawan na member nga sila *lab0. tas kapag sinabe ng mga ibang tao na 'closed' ung horizons nila for new friends magagalet. mkhang engot. mas lalo silang titingnan as exclusive.

LESSON: isipin mo kung kaya ka nasa barkada mo kase friends mo sila or kaya ka nasa barkada mo/gustong sumali sa barkada dahil may pangalan. nuff said.

PUNTO NG KAAYUSAN: sa mga taong na-hurt ko dun sa profile ng rotact sa friendster, pasensha na talaga. pero sana naman isipen nio na nde ko sinasadja na ma-hurt keo kase nde ako ganun kasama. kung alam nio lang iniisip ko ung feelings ninyo habang sinusulat ko un kase nga dba siname ko parin ung pangalan niyo. sana wag na palakihin ung isyu. SOREE.

--*

OP isyu: kapag nde na maka-relate and nde sinasali sa usapan ung isang tao.

LESSON: ok. sana wag kagad kayong lumayo ung mga nao-op. tingnan nio rin kung may gumagawa ng effort para nde kayo ma-op kase ansaket naman kapag sinabe niong nde nio nakikita ung effort kase parang sinabe nio na rin na sinasadja na ma-op kayo.

sana rin, give more credit to your friends. trust them na nde nila kayo iiwan and trust them na nde nila sinasadja na ma-op kayo. no good friend does that to another one. sana ma-realize nio just how lucky you are to actually HAVE friends.

--*

nangiiwan isyu: kaya ko hinuli ung op and nangiiwan kase hanggang ngayon nde pa ito nare-resolba. eto ung 'kaibigan' na selfish kase parang puro sha ung iniisep nia. everything has to benefit her/him or else nde nia ung gagawin. tas ang masama pa, nde nia makita ung mga things na sina-sacrifice for her/his comfort.

LESSON: basta. sana, minsan isipin mo kung bakit mo ba kaibigan ung isang tao and ano ba ung type ng relasyon nio. minsan kase, ung isa, bigay lang ng bigay to the point na wala ng matitira sa kanya and ung isa naman tanggap lang ng tanggap. sana, maging isa kang kaibigan na nde lang naaalala ung kaibigan kase may kelangan. dont be selfish. sana ma-realize mo kung gaano na nags-sacrifice ung kaibigan mo para sayo. sana lang.

kung may nakita kang typos dito, pwede ka bang mag-wait? kase mejo pagod at dinuduling ako nung tnype ko to. :P comments ko. ;)

Labels: Angst, Rotact, Yoo-Eych

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
9:24:00 PM

what happened. /

7.06.2006

mga nangyare dis week:

fire drill. may explanation pa ng fire and earthquake drill chever. tas nung 'acutal' drill talaga, in fairness, nde mashadong magulo. tas lahat ng mga panakip namen sa ulo mga bio books namen. nagaral kame habang nagh-head count sila at nakabilad kame sa araw.

mga problema sa kaibigan. na-resolve na rin. *sa wakas* feeling ko andameng ngyare for 4 days.

bday ni aivy. pizza parteh! oyea! naka-dalawang pizza ako. :>

at dahil bday ni aivy, nagkaroon ng DH pic taking. DH ang unofficial name ng 'organization'. [since nde naman talaga matatawag na 'barkada'.] kame ay 25. yes. 25. woah naman dba? eto eto mga kasama:

mama marsians: honeylette. jay-anne. gette. nicole. jamie. mariel. naida. mariz. jenny. aivy. xai.

cecililitas: rio. tammy fides. ghian. tali. thea. cla-cla. ako.

yaya donnas: *nde pa final ung name daw* lexli. cheska. chai. karle. aira.

world topps ng da katips. kumaen kame nung tuesday sa world topps for lunch. todo anggulo namen. hahaha. dun nabuo ang oath taking ng katipuneras at school song ng katipuneras. dramurts. :)

miting d' advance. yehes, go thea! sha ung class rep namen. yehes naman! go thea!

CSO elections. nanalo samen si thea. *ofcourse*. may 6 na ~~traydor~~ bumoto kina princess[4] and ysabel[6]. [JOKE LANG UNG TRAYDOR THINGY HA MAMAYA MAY MAGPRINT NA NAMAN NITO. OK?!]

aion lang munsa. sinulat ko na kase baka mamaya makalimutan ko pa. :P

Labels: Diary

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
8:33:00 PM

senti moment. /

7.01.2006

mga salita mo'y nakakalason
iyong mga salita'y dali-daling binitiwan
kung kaya kong maibalik ang kahapon
aking nais sabihin ay wag rin akong iwan.

MGA EPAL LIST:

mga taong sobra kung humingi ng pangako. pero mismong sila nde marunong tumupad. kn-keep naman ung mga promises na hiningi nila pero mismong sila ung nde marunong! :|

wrong timing. ang epal nun no? ung tipong, andameng pwede mangyare, pero nde pwede, kase wrong timing. tapos, kapag dumating na ung panahon na pwede na, biglang *BOOM* may unexpected na mangyayare. tas ang ending, nde na talaga pwede.

sarili ko. may feeling ba kayo dati na isa kayong malaking EPAL? ako naramdaman ko na un, feeling ko, ang epal ko. na tipong pati ung mga ibang tao nahihirapan na at naaasar sa kaepalan ko.

mga taong nde nagpapaalam. wala man lang goodbye. feeling ko kase, iniwan ko. cold. alone. hmpf.

yellow car. or ung meaning ng yellow car. alam nio ba un? eto, k-wento ko sa inyo.

nung grade six ako, kn-wento sakin ng kaibigan ko ang alamat ng yellow car. sinasabi rito na tuwing nakakakita ka ng yellow car, iniisip ka ng crush mo.

ona, ona, ang babaw ko. alam ko naman na nde totoo. pero last year talaga todo kame kung magbilang ng yellow car. :) pero ngayon, feel ko, mn-mock ako ng mundo. [yehes, naman] super andameng yellow car sa daan! [katabi kase ng classroom namen flyover.] feeling ko, sinasabi ng mundo: weh, nde porket may yellow car iniisip ka ng crush mo! ok ok. labo. basta.

reginne, matulog ka na nga.

sabi mo'y ako'y mangako
na ako'y maghihintay at di lalayo
ngunit tingnan mo na ngayon at nagkaganito
ikaw ay nakalimot at tuluyang lumayo.

Labels: Angst, Heartaches

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
6:43:00 PM