I'll run him over with my karma. -VM

Homewrecker. /

4.28.2007

You're married. You're married, and you said things to me.

Yes, I said things to you.

Normally, I would like the things you said to me. Normally I would even think the bulletin board thing was funny.

What bulletin board thing?

But you're married. Which makes none of this normal. It makes me a homewrecker. And I hate that I'm a home wrecker.

I'm not going to pressure you, take all the time you need. But just so you have all the information, my home was wrecked long before you came into the picture. And I am just now done trying to rebuild it.

Done?

I'm done. Whatever you decide, I'm ending it with Addison. Today.

You have said this before.

I know, but this time I mean it. And I'm going to come clean, just as soon as I see her.

I wish everyone could be Derek 3.0. Hmm.

Parati nalang ganito yung nangyayari. HAHAHA. Di ko alam kung karma ba 'to. Bat ako kakarmahin? Wala naman akong ginawa.

I've been good.
REALLY!

Well. People should know that if I had it my way, I wish that no one would get hurt. 'Cause getting hurt hurts. :| HUH. It also kills a few brain cells. :|

I never wanted this to happen. I was contented with the looking but not touching thing.

Pero syempre, I'm not a hypocrite. I'll take what I can have.

Kahit friendship lang no. :|

'Cause I'm tired of thinking. Of what will happen. Of what might happen. What I should do. Should I let go? BLAHH.

And OA ko naman. Well, that's me. Drama Queen. :| HMPF.

Dahil dito nakikinig ako sa Backstreet Boys. *Sigh*

Sa Grey's Anatomy yun quote. Episode 3.2 Nakakagulat yung appearance ni Mark! :| Parang, keep the towel on! =)) :| :))

Labels: Addictions, Heartaches

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
2:05:00 PM

The RIGHT Choice. - Randomsity ba? /

4.26.2007

There are certain points in your life when you have to make hard decisions. Decisions that will define who you are. How do you know if it is the right choice? Will the right choice be morally correct? Will the right choice make most people happy? Is the right choice supposed to be approved by your parents? This just goes to show that there is never a right choice. 'Right' is different for everyone. It's a matter of perspective. So why should we make the usual 'right' choice, when it is different for every other person? It'll only be for naught 'cause no matter how hard you try to be 'right', somebody will always be not pleased with what you did. Better to make yourself happy, than let people boss you around on what to do and be miserable.

To hell with the right choice.

Did that even make sense?

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This is a rant. :)) Okay?

ETO NA NAMAN TAYO. :|

Huh. Ang hirap sabihin yung mga gusto kong sabihin kasi alam kong may nagbabasa nito. :)) Hahaha. :|

Sorry.
And salamat. :)

~~Sana di ka ulit mawala ng biglaan katulad ng dati.~~ HMPF. =)) :|

Thankyou kina Xaii, Rio, Ghian, and Punky sa mga advices, concerns and sharing sessions. :)) Hahahaha.

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Di pa rin nag-guess lahat ng kanta sa isa kong post. HAHAHAHA. :> :| =))

I love Boys Night Out sa Magic 89.9. Nasabi ko na yon diba? :)) Mon-Thurs 9-12pm. :P

Nabasa ko na sa Wikipedia kung ano yung nangyari sa ending ng A Series Of Unfortunate Events. :O Nakakashock. :| :))

Ang epal ni Parker sa Veronica Mars kagabi. EPAL! :| Parker McBitch talaga. :|

Nakakaawa si Logan. :( Lalo na nung knkwento niya yung time na nagalit si Aaron and fn-force niyang pakainin si Logan ng ng mga pears. Nagch-choke na daw siya. :(

Grey's Anatomy ngayon. :> :)) Gwapo ni Finn. :| Gwapo din si Derek. :)) HOKAY. =))

May nagpatugtog ng Backstreet Boys sa radio kagabi. FABULOUS.

Di na ako nagsasabi ng AMAZING. FABULOUS na lang. Take note! Tama spelling ng fabulous ko! OHA. Daig pa ang top one. O ANO. Walang aangal. Hahahha. Masama na kung masama. :| >:)

O since kasamaan na pinaguusapan, nakakaasar talaga yung mga epal na tao sa mundo. Bwiseet. :| :)) CONGRATS ME! =)) HAHAHAHAHA. Gusto kong awayin. :|

Ano, suntukan na lang?

Joke, di ako marunong nun. =)) HAHAHAHAHA. Ang lakas ng loob manghamon eh ano. :))

True friends would be happy for you no matter what. If they are real friend, kahit ayaw nila yung choice na ginawa mo, they should just let it be. Lalo na kung masaya ka naman sa desisyon mo. Hahaha. Nakakatakot lang kasi eh. :)) :|

Ang epal ni Parker sa Veronica Mars kagabi. EPAL! :|

Deja vu?

Deja vu?

The feeling that this moment has happened before?

Deja vu?

The feeling that this moment has happened before?

OKAY. :| Tama na. :))

Labels: Diary

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
12:20:00 PM

I want my money, BITCH! /

4.19.2007

WUHAW. 112th post pala to. Nag-111 na pala ako. Wokiedokie. Share lang naman.

I am currently loving Magic 89.9. It's my favorite radio station from now on. :)) Next will be 99.5 RT. Dang, hindi ko na napapakinggan si Guru Shivaker. Oh God, I miss his curry. :)) Teehee. Now, I listen to Boys Night Out every night. :>:> Grabe, tawa ako ng tawa habang nasa kama. =)) As in super. Pinoy Slang Wan O Wan. :))

Anyways, yesterday afternoon, Magic was doing a CD review for Fall Out Boy's latest album, Infinity On High. And they played every track in the album. \:D/ Too bad I wasn't able to tune in when they started. :| :))

Hanyways. I LOLOLOLOLOVE Golden and I'm Like A Lawyer With The Way I'm Trying To Get You Off [Me & You]. :>

Tammy mentioned something about FOB doing a slow song and it was kind of hard to imagine them doing a slow one cause they're always like, so loud. :)) Don't get me wrong, there's nothing wrong with the loudness. It gives me an adrenaline rush everytime I listen to their songs.

Anyways, when I heard Golden, I was pleasantly surprised with how it sounded. It was almost acoustic-like. Good job, FOB. :>

And Tammy also told me about the Me & You song and it was also good. :>:> Waaa. :>

Ehh. Yung Thnks Fr Th Mmrs din pala. Nakita ko na yung preview ng video sa TRL. Iy-Youtube ko na lang. :))

Anyway, they had this part wherein listeners were to send their views and opinions about the album. There was this guy who sent an SMS that just made my blood boil.

Fall Out Boy is trying hard maging Panic! At The Disco, with all the long titles and stuff. Asaness.

I was like: WHAAAAAAAT? According to my very reliable source, [winkwinknudgenudge to Tammy. ;)] Fall Out Boy came before Panic! At The Disco. In fact, Pete Wentz, FOB's bassist, was the one who actually discovered P!atd. [It was through Livejournal, by the way. Hahahaha. Thankyou, LJ. :))]

So parang, wag mo sabihan ng ganyan ang FOB, cause P!atd owe their careers to Pete. Kay? :)) And wag niyo silang i-compare. :)) Yuck, affected. But really, nung narinig ko yun, kung may load lang talaga ako tnext ko na yung Magic. :)) Or kung nakalogin ako sa YM, nagPM na ako. =))))

EDIT: Kakapanood ko lang sa Youtube ng vid ng Thnks Fr Th Mmrs shiit. Nakakatawa. :)) You guys are a joke. I should've gotten Panic! At The Disco SEE?! :)) Kaaay. Tama na. :))

Masyado na yata akong hot-tempered. :)) Hee.

Anyways, ang ganda ng album. And I really want to buy it. :> Kagaya nga ng sinabi sa radio, this time, they're not afriad to experiment with other genres. [Jay-Z and Babyface was involved with the making of the album,] Waa. So if you have 400 something pesos to spare... ;;)

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MO' CRACK.

Napanood ko na yung video nina Will Ferrell and Pearl. SHIIIT. You know, the one that's causing a stir in The Daily10 and E!News. Grabe, ang astig. And ang cool ng parents ni Pearl. :)) Hahahhaa. Nagmumura na kahit 2 years old. Hindi lang siya subtitles. Talagang sinasabi niya. :))

Thanks to Thea for the heads up on where it was uploaded. :)) Grabe, I LOVE PEARL.

You guys should watch it. KULIK.

Labels: Addictions, Thoughts

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
1:39:00 PM

Good morning, starshine! The earth says: HELLO! ;) /

4.12.2007

Card Distribution ngayon. PFFFFFT.

Anong klaseng grades to? Seriously? Akala ko pa naman tataas ako kasi napakasipag ko nung 4thQuarter. :> :)))))

Filipino: 89 to 88. Whatever. Naghirap kame ng mga groupmates para dun sa bwiset na scarpbook na yon tas bumaba pa. Grar. :|
English: OOOH. Tumaas. By one point. HAHA. 84 to 85.
Biology: Okaaaaay. :| Tumaas na nga lahat ng quizzes ko and everything tapos di pa rin tumaas. 81 to 81 parin. Pffft. Talagang ang hirap tumaas pero madaling bumaba. :|
Math: :| Bitter ba? 92 - 90. :|
Makabayan: 88 - 85. :|

Tsss. Badtrip, tae. :|

Average? 87.1 :| LOSER.
Class rank: 7. HAHA. Ano say mo? Haha. Okaaay, hyper ba? :|
Batch rank: Secret. :)) Joke. 20. :| Okay na siguro. :)

Ang saya, grabe. :))

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OPS. Guues pa rin yung mga songs sa pervious post ah? :)))) HAHAHAHAHA. Nakakatawa yung iba. :))

Badtrip din kase hindi ako nakasama sa kuhanan ng card. Magm-mcdo daw yung Rotact. Tapos yung libro pa ni Tammy. Tapos yung DVD ko pa kay Rio. ARGH. :|

Anyways. Ang weird talaga ng Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory. :)))) Mas maganda yung original. :)) Mas hindi nakakatakot yung Oompa Loompas. Although, anggaling kasi nagawa nilang song yung nakasulat talaga sa book. OOOH. Weird paren. Tim Burton is very queer. :)) Hahahahahah.

I lololololove The Pina Colada Song! Hahaha. Ang saya, ever since napakinggan ko siya kagabi sa VM.:> Reruns sa Saturdays ah! :) 5:00pm. :| :))

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
9:37:00 AM

BOOM. /

4.10.2007

Ang boring na. Wala nakong magawa. Badtrip sa bahay. :| Baka di ako makasama sa kuhaan ng card. Tapos di pa kame aales sa bahay nina Xaii sa 17. TSSSS. :| Bwiset.

Anyways. :))

Step 1: Put your MP3 player or whatever on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 30 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing the song.
Step 3: Post and let everyone you know guess what song and artist the lines come from.
Step 4: Strike out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 5: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is cheating. no cheating, please.

[Pagpasensyahan sa mga ibang kanta. :))]

1. ~~Wag ka ng mag-alala. Iniintindi ko ang lungkot na ginawa mo.~~
I - 6Cyclemind; Xaii.

2. ~~You never know who's waiting for you. You never know when love is coming your way.~~
It's You, It's Me - Kaskade; Louie

3. ~~You know I can't resist. Boy it's such a shame. But you belong to another.~~
It's The Way You Make Me Feel - Steps; Janis

4. ~~A falling star. Least I fall alone. I can't explain what you can't explain.~~
It Ends Tonight - All American Rejects; Louie

5. Pinapanalanging laging tayo'y magkasama. Hinihiling bawat oras kapiling ka.

6. When I'm with somebody, all I think 'bout is you. When I'm all alone, that's all I wanna do.

7. And for a moment you can't hardly breathe. Wondering was she really here?

8. ~~Wondering if you're the same and who's been with you. Is your heart still mine?~~
I Miss You - Aaliyah; Louie and Ate Eipp.

9. ~~There are moments when I don't know if it's real. Or if anybody feels the way I feel.~~
Way Back Into Love - Hugh Grant and Drew Barrymore; Louie

10. ~~Linilingon. Sinusundan. Dumadalas ang minsan.~~
Una - Spongecola; Cars

11. And from the ballroom floor we are in celebration. One good stretch before our hibernation.

12. It feels as though we've made amends. Like we found a way eventually.

13. ~~So tell me when you're gonna let me in. I'm getting tired and I need somewhere to begin.~~
Somewhere Only We Know; Janis

14. ~~And all the roads we have to walk are winding. And all the lights that lead us there are blinding.~~
Wonderwall - Oasis; Cars

15. Dance. Nothing left for me to do but dance. Off these bad times I'm going through.

16.You're image is stamp beneath the insides of my heart. Now you're gone, I don't know where to start.

17. ~~So this is what you mean. And this is how you feel. So this how you see. And this is how you breathe.~~
Deep - Binocular; Cars

18. ~~Because since there's no more you, there's no more anniversaries.~~
So Sick - NeYo; Cars

19. ~~We're livin' it up, make this night ours. We own the world. I wish this lasts forever.~~
First of Summer - Urbandub; Ate Eipp.

20. ~~I confess. I messed up, dropping I'm sorry like you're still around.~~
A Little Less Sixteen Candles, A Little More Touch Me - Fall Out Boy; Cars

21. ~~When the lights are dim and you're hands are shaking as you're sliding up your dress.~~
Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off - Panic! At The Disco; Cars

22. [ Dapat ang song dito yung sa Tokyo Drift, but then wala akong naintindihan na lyrics. :| AMP! =)))) ]

I know I hurt you and I made you cry. Did everything but murder you and I.

23. ~~Patawad, di ko maikukubli. Di inaasahang, mayrong katapusan.~~
Takipsilim - Paramita; Louie

24. ~~Maybe that's the reason I've been acting so cold.~~ [ Background: WoooOoo. WeeeEeeo. :| ] * Sorry, can't resist. :))
The Sweet Escape - Gwen Stefani ft. Akon; Xaii.

25. ~~To my peoples, if you with me, where you at? Throw your gloves in the air. And wave 'em like you just don't care.~~
Westside - TQ; Janis

26. ~~Holding on to the pain but in my baby’s eyes I see my shame. Asking why you had to leave.~~
Much Has Been Said - Bamboo; Ate Eipp.

27. ~~You know it doesn't turn me on. Singing that same old song. If you don't want to find me gone, gone, gone, gone, gone.~~
* =)))))
Same Old Brand New You - A1; Ate Eipp. [Ikaw, Ate Eipp, ha. =)) HAHAHA. A1. :| =))]

28. ~~Mix my milk with your cocoa puff. Mily milky cocoa. Mix your milk with your cocoa puff. Milky, milky right.~~
* =)))))))))))
My Humps - Black Eyed Peas; Tammoi.

29. ~~You carry Dior bags. And you got your Chanel. You wear Louis Vuitton, HG, and YSL.~~
Keep Your Hands Off My Girl - Good Charlotte; Tammoi
and Cars.

30. ~~She's a five foot ten in catsuit and bambi eyes. Everybody is staring wouldn't believe that this girl was mine.~~
* =)))))
When You're Looking Like That - Westlife; Janis

31. ~~Can we climb this mountain? I dont know. Higher now than ever before. I know we can make it if we take it slow.~~
When You Were Young - The Killers; Tammoi.

32. I can take your honesty. All your words sway heavenly. Listening to you all the time.

33. ~~Nagtatanong sayo. Kung pwede pa ba tayo?~~
Tensionado - Soapdish; Tammoi and Ate Eipp.

34. ~~Livin' my life, in the fast lane. And I wont change.~~
Glamorous - Fergie; Louie and Ate Eipp.

35. ~~We gotta stay tuned. Cause there's more to see. Through the technical difficulties.~~
Unbreakable - Alicia Keys; Louie and Ate Eipp.

OKAY. Medyo hindi boring sa bahay no? :|

Labels: UFO's

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
12:21:00 PM

Stat Wars. /

4.03.2007

Okay. Natawa ako sa title kasi para palang Star Wars. =))

Okay na ko. :| :))

Marami palang mga pwedeng sabihin ang status sa YM no? Kapag masaya ka, tapos gusto mo i-kwento sa iba, pero ayaw mong ikaw unang magP-PM, kasi parang ang yabang, lalagay mo lang sa stat mo. And then may maiintriga, tapos papakwento sila.

Kapag sad/depressed pwede ring ilagay sa stat, tapos maraming magP-PM na mga concerned. :)

Pwede ring magusap sa stat ang mga nagiiwasan. XD [Amp, Xai! :))]

Okay tama na.

Pero recently, na-experience ko ang isang stat war. :|

Ang sama ko nga eh. Ako kasi nagumpisa. Sorry na, masama na ko. :)) Kase. Uhm. Basta. Long story talaga. Actually, hindi ako nakikipagaway sa YM nun, sa blog ako nakipagaway. O:-) :| :))

Tapos bigla siyang nag-GM: w8. i am so not clueless. ung mga nagcocomment sa blogs co..mind your own business mehn. nde co nman kau pnakkelaman in your own blogs ah. i SO know you people. :)) tawa nlang. ignore.

Okaaay. So syempre, dahil NAPAKABAIT kung bata. Pinatulan ko pa rin. May stat siya na something. :)) Tas gumanti ako.

Aba'y akalain mo talagang pwede na akong maging santo.

Okay, hindi ko alam kung bat ko to sinusulat, pero walalalang. Experience din kasi siguro yon. Syempre, reformed na ako, di ko susulat pangalan niya. Yung iba lang ang nakakaalam. Syempre. At dahil talagang mabait na ako, di ko na rin susulat lahat ng mga 'na-involve'. :))

Anyways. Nag-GM ulit siya: `gm. gotta eat. waa. i'm so sick of it. i ain't innocent of doing something bitchy.. but then, why disrespect my opinions? i know nothing of what i do bad to disrespect you people... so why hate me so badly? damn kibitzers. argh. haii. i hope you are sensitive enough to realize and annalize what i've said. this is just a waste of time mehn.

Uhhuh. Nagparinig na naman ako sa status. Nang biglang...

lam co nman na aco ung pinapatamaan mo eh. err. ano ba ginawa cong mali? i would gladly do anything to make up for my offenses. pro...tell it to me straight...naiinis k ba sken coz i'm braggy about stuff? well, sorry mehn. i just don't like any arguments. err. [snip] haii. i would like to settle this parinigan thing. i'm feeling sick about it.

Aba'y bigla akong nakonsensya. :| :))

Anyways. We worked it out, I guess.

basta yon. yun na un. so..what should i do now to settle our situation thingee? [snip]
uhm. siguro, ok na yung ganito? stop na lang siguro yung paranigan. sorry din dun. iiicks. kk.
aryt. salamat. salamat.

We make small talk sometimes. Actually, isang small talk lang yun. :)) Pero it's better than nothing diba? :))

Hindi ko talaga alam kung bat ko naisipan na i-post to. Walalalang siguro. :)) Ayun. Lesson learned? :)

Labels: Angst, Narrations

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
12:16:00 PM