I'll run him over with my karma. -VM

Hello, Rehab? We need to check in. /

5.28.2007

Tagged by Arianne. ;D

Here's the 411:

1. Write about how much addicted you are towards something.
2. Don't forget to include the percentage of 'addictedness' towards that thing.
3. All with one condition, the total of percentage much reach 100%.
4. You MUST tag others and continue tagging but please don't forget to explain the rules and please notify that person so that they know that they had been tagged.

25% - Veronica Mars
Syempre, eto yung uunahin ko. :> :)) From the witty dialogue, to the interesting characters, to the mind-boggling mysteries and the snarky banter, really, what's not to love? Okay, pagbigyan na. This will pass soon enough. Since the series got cancelled and everything. Hahaha. :| But really, sinundan ko ang VM since first season. Pilot episode, pare! Grade 7 pa lang. :)) Hahaha! LOYAL. :>

15% - Books
I love to read. It keeps my mind working. When I'm bored, I lock the bathroom door, sit down on the toilet seat and start reading the labels of shampoo bottles, soaps, facial washes, blahblah. Lahat binabasa ko. Kahit yung mga chismis magazines ng lola ko kasi wala na akong mabasa sa bahay. Wala na kasing masyadong pera para bumili ng mga bagong libro. :)

10% - Internet
ABA! Is this true? 10% na lang ang Internet? Well, I'm turning over a new leaf. NAKS! Siyempre, the start of a new school year must begin with resolutions right? Hahaha! But really, I think I'm not that addicted to the Internet anymore. :> I can last a day without it. :P

12% - Music
Do I really have to explain myself? Hee. Music calms me. Kahit super loud music, napapakalma ako. Weird, I know, but that's their effect on me. Kapag super asar and super frustrated ako, nagpapatugtog na lang ako. :)) It makes things a wee bit bearable.

5% - Pirated DVD's.
HAHAHAHA! I'm not a hypocrite, you see. It's practically a practical thing to do. :)) Hahaha. For me, I guess. Since, we're not exactly the richest people on Earth. But I choose what to buy. Kapag sa Harry Potter hindi ako bumibili ng pirated. Walalang! Share. :))

10% - Radio
Okay. You might ask: What the hell is the difference between Music and Radio? My answer? Eh basta. Okay? XDD

8% - Television.
Usually, tuwing weekends lang talaga ako nakakanood ng TV. Lalo na kapag may pasok. :| One Tree Hill. Grey's Anatomy. Bones. Friends. And other random shows I watch when I'm bored. Wildin' Out! :)) Pati yung Iron Chef America pinapanood ko na rin. Walalalang! :))

8% - _____ Sessions
Insert desired activity. ;) Snarking. Eating. Screaming. Laughing. Singing. Laitan. Chismisan. Bonding. Blah. Parang ang sarap kasi ng feeling. :)) YAK, ano yon. Basta.

7% - Pictures / Collecting random shit.
I LOVE pictures. It really is a great way of saving memories. When I look at myself four or five years ago, I get this feeling that's inexplainable. Parang gusto kong tumawa and umiyak all at the same time. I have this box in my room that's full of Ziploc bags containing pictures. Most of them taken while I was in Grade School. :) Oh! And I find it hard to part with the smallest things. Yung mga notebooks ko nung GS, nasa akin pa rin. I can't just throw it all away, 'cause there are too many memories written there. :)) Nakakatawa, kasi puro doodles yung notebooks [and books] ko. Dati, may notebook ako na SUPER puno ng mga Harry Potter facts/trivia. MEHN, adik na adik ako don. :| As in lahat ng spells sa first four books nilista ko yata. :| Ho-kaaay, creepy. :))

So, right now, my room is a mess. I'm still to lazy to clean up and organize all the [new] stuff for school. I am an organized person pero may ritual bago magayos ng mga gamit. It's called the tambak-tambak-ayos ritual. :)) Itatambak ko lang muna sa isang sulok lahat ng gamit ko. And then, I shall sort them out according to where they're supposed to be kept. I also decide which stuff has to go. It's sad, really. :))

Labels: Addictions

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
1:48:00 PM

Beneath the facade. /

5.23.2007

I'm so blind. :))

Tn-ag pala ako ni Ate Eipp ages ago. =)) And naganahan akong gawin. :>

THE RULES:

Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about themselves. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things/habits/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs.

1. I roll my eyes a lot. In fact, it's become a habit that sometimes, I don't even realize that I am doing it. Did that make sense? Haha. Basta. My friends have to point out that I just rolled my eyes [and looked really snobbish,] and I'll be like, 'Weh? Talaga? And then I'll apologize to anyone who might have been offended. Haha.

2. Because of Fact Number One, people's first impressions are usually along the lines of: Mataray, maarte, snob... and the list goes on. Really, I'm not as bad as you might think. I can be mean, but not always. Hahaha. Only to a few. :> And I think that there's nothing wrong with that, especially when the feeling's mutual.

3. I rarely feel guilty when I do something bad. Not like, psychotic-bad, but normal-teenager-bad. It's usually my friends who back out of a 'plan' 'cause they're afraid of what might happen. Thank God for my friends. Hahaha.

4. I am hopelessly addicted to fanfictions. It makes me think 'Now, why can't it have happened that way?' Heee. When eveything is going wrong in the real world, [and in the shows that I love,] I find comfort through fanfiction. Bad grades? Friendship spite? Logan's new girlfriend? You name it, fanfiction can help ease my pain.

5. I'm cool. :> I might not look like I'm cool, but I promise you, that I am. :)) HAHAHA. I still have some Loser Moments, but I am cool. 99% of time. Ask any of my friends.

6. I read. Yes, I read. Another common misconception. :)) When people [whom I haven't met before,] find out that I read [like, REAL reading, not the, read-when-exams-come read,] parang sila, 'WEH?' Hindi ko alam kung matatawa ako or mad-disappoint. :)) HAHA. I started reading when I was in Grade 3. :> SWEET VALLEY! Hahahaha! And Baby-Sitters Club. Grabe, ni-raid ko yung library namin dati. :)) And then, I started reading Nancy Drew. O diba. I remember, nung first library visit namin pwede lang kami dun sa 'Easy Books' section. Tapos yung bn-orrow ko yung Little Mermaid. For the sake of borrowing. :)) Tapos Library Card pa ginagamit namin nun. :)) HAHAHA! Yung may numbers pa. Walalalang! Trip magkwento. :))

7. I am afraid of mascots. :| SERIOUSLY. Get me away from them. I mean, they're okay when they do the normal stuff [waving hi, dancing, hand gestures, blahblah,] but when the time comes when they invite a child [or any person, realy,] to dance with them, natatakot na ako. Deeeeeym. Ayoko ng pinipilit ako sumayaw kasama ang mascot. :| Dati, pinagtripan ako tapos sinabi nila sa mascot-guy na ako yung piliin para sumayaw. Gusto ko na talaga umiyak non. :| Pero syempre, KJ. =)) :|

8. I'm lefthanded. Wala na akong maisip eh. :)) My youngest sister is ambidextrous. SELOS AKO. :| Sana ganon din ako. :))

9. I hate copycats! Ayan na naman, nagsimula na naman ang mga 'I Hates.' Basta, epal yung mga gaya-gaya. Grrrrrr.

10. I have pretty quick pick-up on things that isn't obvious. Double meanings, hidden messages. Expert ako diyan. :> Pero syempre, di ko sinasabe na gets ko. Baka mali eh. :)) But they actualy turn out to be pretty accurate.

11. I'm a conspracy-theorist. [May word bang 'theorist?' HAHAHA.] Parang, kapag may intriga, gagawan ko siya ng sariling story. Kung paano nangyari, blahblah. Minsan, ako na talaga gumagawa ng intriga. :)) And they are actually, quite true. But I keep this to myself. Sa iba ko lang sinasabi. :))

12. Chismosa ako. Siguro naman nakuha niyo na yun. Hahaha. I gossip, but I don't start them. That's mean. [-( Wow, I draw a really weird ethical line. :))

13. You cannot disrupt my TV schedule. Friends, One Tree Hill and Bones on Tuesdays. Veronica Mars on Wednesdays. Grey's Anatomy on Thursdays. Dadagdag na rin ang Heroes. :)) Ipapalabas sa Crime Suspense eh. :))

14. I eat a lot. Like, a lot. But the great thing is, I don't get all bloated. Oo na, tumaba na ako. :| But really. I don't watch my weight, but I still manage to satisy my appetite and maintain my weight. :> ABAAA!

15. Pahamak ako maging seatmate. Lalo na kung maingay ka rin. 'Cause usually, baka ikaw yung pagalitan dahil ako yung nagiingay. Yaaak. My smartass comments usually get me and dearest seatmate in trouble. 'Cause we laugh and then teacher's gonna get snooty and say, 'Anong nakakatawa Ms. Camarse and company?' Hahahaha!

Meeeehn. Meron pa akong hindi nasasabi. Deeeym.

Pahabol: Ideas pop into my head a little too late. Like this. Kapag kailangan ko na ng idea, wala akong maisip. Pero kapag tapos na yung ginagawa ko, may SUPER DUPER GREAT idea akong maiisip, pero wala na akong magagawa 'cause tapos na. :))

I know, sucks.

Labels: Addictions, UFO's, Vanity

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
2:05:00 PM

IDIOTS. /

5.21.2007

CW EXECS ARE IDIOTS.

Dawn Ostroff is blind.

Veronica Mars is dead.

Goddamn, cn-ancel nila ang VM sa States. :| NO MORE 4THSEASON.

Reality TV has destroyed our shows.

Really. If they replace VM with some Reality Crap, peste na. Ano ipapalit nila? Search For The Next BlahBlah? ANOPA?

Actually, hindi pa siya 'official'. But whatever.

They cancelled Gilmore Girls. [Actually, 'di ako fan nun. :)) :|]

And OTH got picked up for a 'mid-season'. What the eff does that mean? Mid-season?

[OFFTOPIC]

Abaaaaa. Nags-save na pala automatically ang mga posts ng Blogger. AMAZING! It's like Livejournal. HAHAHA.

[/OFFTOPIC]

As everyone has no doubt heard, The CW has decided to cancel our beloved Veronica Mars. As the theme song said, it has indeed been a "short and sweet" three seasons, but we have still been given three seasons nevertheless. Cynics doubted the show's ability to last more than one year but Veronica has proved them wrong twice over.

Deeeeeeym.

I'm really pissed off. :|

OA na. :)) Pero whatever.

LIPAT NALANG SILANG LAHAT SA PRIVATE PRACTICE! [Grey's Anatomy spinoff.] Snarky naman si Addison eh.

Or punta si Veronica sa Bones. Para FBI siya. =))

UMALIS NA LANG SILA SA CW. BULOK!

:|

Okaaaaay. Walalalang.

Nakanood nakong Spiderman3. \:D/ AMAZING! Late na late nako. :)) TOPHER GRAAAAACE. :> Harry's dead. :( That's really sad. :|

Excited na ako sa HP5 movie. :> Epal si Cho. =)) HAHAHAHA. Naalala ko dati sabi nila dapat si Heart Evangelista si Cho. Totoo ba 'yun? HAHAHAHAHA. Parang ang pangit kapag siya. [Sorry, Heart fans. Kung meron man. =))] Pano kaya kung si Heart talaga yun no? Napagusapan lang namin ni Tammy. :)) SHAARE.

Happy Birthday, Naida. [Bukas.]

Yun lang. :|

Epal parin ang CW.

[EDIT]
Umuulan ngayon. :)) Nagsawa nako sa layout ko. Umuulan ngayon. :(

Nostalgiaa.

:|
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Labels: Addictions, Frustrations, Thoughts

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
1:14:00 PM

Pwede ba. /

5.14.2007

Pwede ba?

Tigilan niyo na ako. Okay? Medyo wala naman akong ginagawa no. Tsaka di ko 'to gusto. Kung papipiliin ako sana 'di na lang 'to nangyari, okay? Medyo sanay na akong hindi ganito. Okay na ako. Pero ganun eh, nangyari. Di mo ako mapipilit na ibahin yon.

Sige na, epal na ako. Pero pwede ba, wala na lang sigurong kibuan? 'Di ako masaya sa mga nangyayari, okay? Tsaka ba't pa kailangan ng ganon? Eh wala pa naman talagang nangyayare.

Sabagay, kung ako din gagawin ko yon. Trip lang siguro.

Ewan ko, pero gusto ko lang mag-type ng mabilis. Para malabas ko 'to.

'Di ko kasi alam kung tumitira na kayo, o ano. Hindi ko to ginusto, okay?

So leave me alone.

Yun na lang.

Okay?

Labels: Angst, Frustrations

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
9:29:00 PM

Flings. /

5.08.2007

Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.
--The Notebook

Flings. They make you fleetingly happy. They make you forget about the real world and all your problems, even for just a a small amount of time.

It's an understanding. Tayo na ngayon, pero kapag tapos na 'tong araw/buwan na 'to, di na tayo.

That's it. No catch. No strings attached.

The number one rule is: Never fall in love. Never ask for more than what he lays out in front of you. Ask questions, but if he doesn't want to answer, let it be.

Never expect the happy ending you dreamed about when you were the sweet, naive, little girl. Don't expect the moonlight walks on the beach, the sweetest kisses on the cheek, the hand holding, the works.

Don't expect that you rank high in his priority list. You will ALWAYS be second-best to somebody.

Never expect too much.

So what else COULD you do?

You ENJOY.

You enjoy what he gives you. You enjoy the laughter. The conversations [if there is one.]. That warm, fuzzy feeling you get when you see him again. The heaven you experience 'cause he seem to care. The kisses. The hot and intense make-out sessions. The feeling of contentment right after that. The feeling that finally everything is right in the world.

Even if that feeling lasts only for a second.

Yes, I know the rules. The do's and dont's. But there are some things that still are hard to figure out.

What if you realize that you want more than this summer love? What should you do?

You do what I can't do.

You run.

Fling n. 1. a short period of unrestrained pursuit of one's wishes or desires.

Labels: Heartaches

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
3:39:00 PM

Destiny. /

5.03.2007

Kismet.

Hmm. Diba kanta yun ng Silent Sanc? Shaare.

Walalang. Hindi ko alam kung ano ibig sabihin nito.

May hope pa ba or hanggang dun lang talaga.

You can't imagine the joy that flowed through my veins nung nag-text sa akin si Xaii para sabihin yun.

Tapos ng joy naasar ako.

Torture ba 'to?

Kala ko time na para mag move-on

HAHAHA.

How very wrong I was.

:|

Labels: Frustrations, Heartaches

Now you understand what it's like to dive.
Take it back, taken back, she forgets you.
Now she pleads: "Forgive me again, it's the last time I will..."
6:15:00 PM